Went to class today as per normal. Thought things were going to go well, when all of a sudden, something bad had to happen.
School is going to have this Industry Experience Programme (IEP), in other words, attachment lah. Have to commit for a minimum of 8 weeks, from 9th Feb to 12 April. Sadly, sadly, sadly, I also have an Overseas Trip to go to. Trip to Indonesia, under SA, which is happening on 2 April to 7 April.

1 word:- FUCK!

I'm so not happy. Seriously. It's so demoralising. When you know you have got the chance, just when you thought you were in control of your life, you know where you want to go, & then, *BANG!BANG!BOOM!* you have to make a decision. To go for IEP or Overseas Trip?

In the end, I just signed up for IEP. If I got called for an interview, probably, I'll just go and tell them my problem. Being a CCC student, knowing how they work roughly, and having that guy as a programme chair, high chance, he'll ask me to make a decision to choose either one, which will basically mean, there's a high chance I'll lose the chance to go for IEP.

Shall I repeat that word?! FUCK!

It's so de-moralising. Oh wells, just my luck. I got to look for options. But, looking at it, I have to forgo one of them. Haiz... We'll see. :(

& then, I guess, Monday Blues got the better of me. Talked to Mr. for a bit during the first break. & I only got this to say to him:-

I'm still sorry about what I did.
I feel so bad, but,
Thank you for understanding me.
Thank you for helping me.
Thank you so much, dearest!
& of course, I love you! :)

Shall look forward to Friday. (even though there's like 4 more days to go).

Got other things to worry about now. Lets see... How about FTT in 2 days time? Sheesh... It feels like 2469785310 days ever since I touched the book, & nothing seems to make sense to me, but I'm still reading it anyways. Wish me luck?? :)

Ohh, btw, problem statement today was interesting. Watched 26 min of a movie about a journalist who wrote 41 articles, but 27 of it were either partially or entirely fabricated. Ok, I know, sounds so... CCC - DCID, but whatever... It's kinda interesting. Title, Shattered Glass. Read up on it. It's interesting, really & based on a true story... :)

Aites... That's about it for now.
Oh & did I tell you, I miss Mr. all of a sudden...
Hehehe...
Ok, check back here again soon for updates!
See ya!