Friday, May 25, 2007 10:53 PM
U treat me like dirt/shit
while I treat you like a precious stone.
U treat me like a punching bag for you
while I care so much for you.
U dun gif a damn about how I feel
while I wish to know about how you feel.
U said she doesnt know how 2 appreciate the feeling of being loved,
but DO YOU?!

Do you even want to appreciate the feeling of being loved,
or rather ME loving YOU?
Do you even know how to appreciate what I've done for you?
Do you know how much effort I put in to make you happy?
but all you can say is, "What have you done for me? I don't remember."

THANKS! THANKS FOR THAT SENTENCE!
It just shows how much I mean to you.
It just shows how much you care about me.
It just shows how much the things I did mattered to you.

U always look at others.
U always have eyes for others.
U are bothered about how other people look.
but you never look at the one right in front of u.
you never have eyes for the one right in front of u.
you never even bothered about how the one right in front of you looks/feels.

THANKS for the sweet words u said,
THANKS for the sweet things you've done,
THANKS for the sweet memories u gave.
they dont mean anything to you,
its just a normal thing u do/say to girls,
but it meant something to me.

U build me up,
U made me believe in love again,
U made me feel the feeling of love again,
& then, U tear me down,
like an old house waiting to be demolished.

I'm so angry,
angry with you for making me fall for you
angry with me coz I believed ur words when I know Im not supposed to.
I'm hating you,
hating you more than loving you.
This is not how I should feel,
but this is what I want to feel.
I swear, I'm NOT going to be the girl whom you can play around with anymore,
coz this should be where my feelings for you should end.
It hurts, A LOT,
but I have to, coz you never gave me a chance
a chance to believe in my dream
when you know my dream wouldnt come true.

I, MAGHFURAH SALIMEN, will get rid of all the love she has for him, with immediate effect.



THE ONE & ONLY

MAGHFURAH salimen
♣ a.k.a FIRAH
♣ six-10-19eightynine
♣ Diploma in Comms & Info Design
♣ Republic Polytechnic
♣ Singapore

♣ simple; friendly
easy-going; average

♣ happily attached to her boy-next-door


e looking glass


the one & only


her family


her boy-next-door, AHMAD ZAKI


her 'sisters', KAI & TAS


her best friend, NATASHA



fingers crossed

♥ new Sony Ericsson handphone (W902?)
♥ new digi cam/DSLR??
♥ a new watch
new bag
♥ denim skirts
♥ GPA > 3.3
♥ driving licence before 21
♥ my own room
more tops


♫ let loose ♫





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