Ok. Just a few pictures. That's for Year End Bash.

& then, that's how my night ends on Saturday. Sunday was cool. Had a family chalet at Pasir Ris Downtown East. This was another Rest & Relax Mode.
Pictures talk:

My cousins playing carrom

Getting ready for BBQ. Yummy!

The Mums playing badminton. Heh.

Me & Zikri (Cousin's son). Cute, aint he?

My friends dropped by. Mr., Idrus, Natasha

Lasted for 3 days, & I was back yesterday.

I have to say, I did have some fun. Even though an unexpected, shocking news came up, I think I handled it well. Thank you, dear, for your strength.

Now is 12.44 AM. & I'm still wide awake. Blame it on the long nap I had when I reached home from the chalet. Sheesh... I shall just wait till 1.30 AM. There's Shattered Glass. Remember the show I talked to you guys about in my previous entry? At least, I think it's that show. Hahaha. Oh well, shall just wait & see. :)

Hm...I realise, my life might get more hectic than ever, soon. I signed up for IEP & got shortlisted. & then, there's FYP to think about. & my current job also. I am quite worried, I have to say. Like, How's my attachment going to be like? Am I able to cope with FYP & IEP? Do I still have time for friends/family?

It's true when Mr. said I'm beginning to think too much. (Hello... Whose traits have I got?) But, seriously, it worries me, A LOT.
For example,
IEP: Come to think of it, RP is not like other polys, where they have hands-on & lecture (in other words, both practical & theory). If sent on an attachment, they are sure to know what to do, since they've handled it before. But, RP is just the otherwise. No practical, only theory (at least, for DCID, I think that's the case). If sent on attachment, are they able to handle it? Will they really know their stuff? You get my drift?

Oh well... Guess, I cant turn back now. I hope I am able to handle it well. There's a first time to everything. :) Wish me luck, people.

Ok, I shan't bore you guys anymore. I know you guys are getting bored reading my entries. It's kinda monotonous, I know.
Till next time. See you when I see you.

Went to class today as per normal. Thought things were going to go well, when all of a sudden, something bad had to happen.
School is going to have this Industry Experience Programme (IEP), in other words, attachment lah. Have to commit for a minimum of 8 weeks, from 9th Feb to 12 April. Sadly, sadly, sadly, I also have an Overseas Trip to go to. Trip to Indonesia, under SA, which is happening on 2 April to 7 April.

1 word:- FUCK!

I'm so not happy. Seriously. It's so demoralising. When you know you have got the chance, just when you thought you were in control of your life, you know where you want to go, & then, *BANG!BANG!BOOM!* you have to make a decision. To go for IEP or Overseas Trip?

In the end, I just signed up for IEP. If I got called for an interview, probably, I'll just go and tell them my problem. Being a CCC student, knowing how they work roughly, and having that guy as a programme chair, high chance, he'll ask me to make a decision to choose either one, which will basically mean, there's a high chance I'll lose the chance to go for IEP.

Shall I repeat that word?! FUCK!

It's so de-moralising. Oh wells, just my luck. I got to look for options. But, looking at it, I have to forgo one of them. Haiz... We'll see. :(

& then, I guess, Monday Blues got the better of me. Talked to Mr. for a bit during the first break. & I only got this to say to him:-

I'm still sorry about what I did.
I feel so bad, but,
Thank you for understanding me.
Thank you for helping me.
Thank you so much, dearest!
& of course, I love you! :)

Shall look forward to Friday. (even though there's like 4 more days to go).

Got other things to worry about now. Lets see... How about FTT in 2 days time? Sheesh... It feels like 2469785310 days ever since I touched the book, & nothing seems to make sense to me, but I'm still reading it anyways. Wish me luck?? :)

Ohh, btw, problem statement today was interesting. Watched 26 min of a movie about a journalist who wrote 41 articles, but 27 of it were either partially or entirely fabricated. Ok, I know, sounds so... CCC - DCID, but whatever... It's kinda interesting. Title, Shattered Glass. Read up on it. It's interesting, really & based on a true story... :)

Aites... That's about it for now.
Oh & did I tell you, I miss Mr. all of a sudden...
Hehehe...
Ok, check back here again soon for updates!
See ya!

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
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Something that I did when I was bored in class.
Now it got me thinking. Hmms...

& another thing I did when I got nothing to do.
A QUIZ about myself. Go & Do it.
Lets see how much you know about me... Hehe

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/take-quiz.php?id=0901160227342606&a=1&

What's R&R? Haha... Rest & Relax. That was how I was yesterday.

After school, had FYP meeting with Adrian again. Thank goodness, now the proposal has been submitted. That is quite a minor relief, & guys, it's time to start work, ok!

After that, went out with Mr.'s friends. Hahaha... Lets just say, I was dragged along... So, yeah... But, no regrets. Seriously. It was so fun. Had so much laughter...
Went to eat at Breeks Cafe at Causeway. We were like so noisy, laughing so hard, until one of the guests got quite irritated. But, nevermind that.
Nice knowing all his friends. & I have to say, (NO OFFENCE to all my friends), his friends are awesome! (Thanks, dear, for introducing me to your friends.)
Main thing: We Had Fun! =)

Mr. sent me home, and that's about it for yesterday.

Food for thought:
How do you know if something is real? How do you tell if what you're experiencing is real, i.e, Love, Friendships? The main thing is, How do you know if all that you've experienced are sincere (real)?

If you were to ask me, I'd say, 1 word: Trust. Trust in yourself, trust in your loved one, trust in your friends. Trust itself, is 1 word, 5 letters, yet the meaning behind it and what it allowed you to do/feel, is incredible. If you don't trust, I doubt you can even convince yourself that you are loved by your friends.

Of course, when there are advantages when you trust someone, there are it's disadvantages. Let me put it this way: It's easy for you to trust someone, It's easy for someone to trust you. But once you gain the trust, you better be careful and take extreme good care of it, because it's very easy to lose it. Betray someone, backstab someone, and automatically, the trust is gone. The only good thing that I can think of when you betray/backstab someone is it depends on the person. If that person can take it in, and forgive you for it, that's good. But, still, be reminded that the level of trust that person have on you will be decreased.
One Word, 5 letters, Huge Meaning, Huge Consequences once lost: Trust.

I don't know if I ever make sense there. But I hope I did. Just something I thought of. =)

Till next time, folks.
See you when I see you.

Ok, I know I'm actually 11 days late, but I'm gonna wish you guys anyways.

Ok, I think you cant really see the shirts we were wearing, but just so you know, it was totally SIMILAR. & as said, the shot wasnt so perfect after all. But, its ok.
I still love him. Heh.

& now, 3 weeks of school. 1 week just passed. OMG.
I got no comment. FYP also starting up. Haiz...

& I cant wait for next Friday. (Ok, actually, I cant wait for EVERY Friday).
But especially, next Friday... Hope something special is in store for us. Another adventure, perhaps? Hahaha... Hopefully, nothing conflicting on that day as well.

Ok, its 12.39 am. I just finished editing my FYP proposal, don't know for how many times already. I think I'm gonna go off.

Till next time. I see you when I see ya! =)