Relaxation Mode
Thursday, November 27, 2008 4:01 PM
Nyahahaha! I'm back. This is what's up.
I was kinda stressed the past few weeks. I don't know for what reason. But, anyways, I managed to relax myself. By... going to the SINGAPORE FLYER!
Mum got 2 tickets to SG Flyer for free. & Mum wasn't free to go, so, I took it. & I went with bestfriend, Natasha! Hehe... =)
I had so much fun. Natasha also wanted to relax anyways. So yahh... & It was so funny. There were so many occasions that we really made a fool of ourselves. Hahaha... There was seriously a lot of barriers and we do not know where to go. So many entrances to past. & we felt damn pai-seh lah. The people working there at the counter were like smiling and laughing at us. Hahaha... We were laughing at ourselves too. Hahaha...
Anyways, I'll let the pictures do the talking.

the inside of the Sg flyer. Cool. Blue lights...

Another side of the inside. it's glass. duh?!


the view from the top! 1600++ metres above sea level.

view from the top. another side.

me & natasha. under the blue light.

That's about it. At first, I swear we were scared stiff to enter the sg flyer. It was moving, like duh?! & both of us called our parents. My parents were laughing at me, coz I was scared. But I was reassured that the car (or whatever you call it) is not moving. So, yah. After a while, to get our minds off the fact that we are very high above, we took pictures. Hahaha... I called Mr. also. & he was like, "Close ur eyes. Ok, then, jump!"
(Thanks, dear! Not helping~!)

But halfway thru, me & natasha had fun lah. So much fun. I really can relax myself. So, I had to thank Natasha for screaming & laughing with me, accompanying me. (Thanks, Natasha!)

Hmm.. What else can I update about? Oh, my time with Mr. also. Hehehe... This one, I sure enjoyed myself. Started with me lah actually. Was showing attitude again. Paranoid. as usual. SUCKS. Cried a lot at Bottle Tree Park. But, I managed to say what I wanted to say. So, in a way, I felt better. But then, I also felt bad for expecting too much from Mr. Maybe, I should learn to be independent. I mean, I pity him. He has to put up with different sides of me, not knowing when to give me the attention, and stuff like that.

(Firah...Firah...Tsk Tsk tsk....)

I'm determined to be more independent lah. So, you know, I am not so dependent on him, & I wont expect too much from him. Pity him lahh... I'm no different from a typical girl.
(I'm Sorry, dear.)

Anyways, we went to Bottle Tree Park, then walked over to Lower Seletar Reservoir Park. The view there was awesome. Ok, it was normal. But since both of us liked water feature, it was great. Peaceful. & we joked around a lot. Jealousy method and all. Hahaha... He likes to play around with words lah (Can't blame. CCC Students.Like me). But I always lose to him lah. Damn it. We talked about a lot of stuffs.

One of the things we talked about were, what do I call him if I were to marry him. Coz you know, malays, they call their husbands, Abang, and I was like, I cant call him abang, coz hes younger than me. So, what do I call him? Hahaha... We were like testing out every word & testing out how to say it. Hahaha... It was so funny. I was smiling & laughing all the way.

Oh, I got to say this. Everytime I'm out with Mr. it will seem like an adventure. Coz everywhere we go, it would rain. Then, sometimes we can get caught in the rain lah, & had to run. Hahaha... After that, we head out to Yio Chu Kang. Go eat at Macs. Met his bestfren also, MJ. Funny guy I must say. All we (or rather, they) talked about were crap. Hahahah... But I had fun. Then, nearby, got playground. So, I played the swing. Weee!!! Hahahaha... Feels like a small kid again.

But that besides the point, I think I do have my mind straightened out. I should get rid of my paranoia lah. Like, I should be more independent. Don't make it seem like I'm always in need of him. I dont want him to feel tired being my boyfren, like I said earlier, have to suit to my different sides...

Haiz...
Anyways, that's about it yaw! In total relaxation mode now.

Lesson learnt: Trust your partner. Don't be too dependent on him/her. The hurt you feel when he/she leaves you will hurt a lot more. & always have time to relax with your best/close friend. Those people won't judge you for whatever you do because they know who you are. Just be yourself around them...




All Smiles =)
Thursday, November 20, 2008 11:56 PM
Hey hey hey... I know I've been kinda quiet these days. Havent been really updating. But, here I am now. Ok, anyways, I think I have quite a few things to be happy about. Like, really happy ok. Check this out!
Ok, maybe you won't be so interested in the comments section. Just put it there, just in case people would be interested in enlarging it and reading it. But, anyways, it led to this...

Look at that! Just look at that BLUE word. Hahahaha... That was enough to put a smile on my face for like, what, 1 whole day?? Yes, 1 whole day I was smiling when I saw this. Hahaha... I got Chris to thank, for pushing me for references and research and scholarly journals and such. I got a few friends to thank for supporting me while I was in distress trying to meet up with Chris's expectations. But it seriously felt great. Seeing that blue PASSED word there, PHEW! Such a relief. This is definitely something to be happy about.

But something had to turn me off. Module selection. & FYP. Hahaha... Ok, not really such a turn off, but still, the fact that I need to make a decision as soon as possible is a turn off. I don't know what am I going to specialise in. Journalism, or PR? The modules for PR seem to suck. BIG TIME. & Journalism - lets just say, I cant write well. So, I am not sure what I should specialise in. Any comments?? I talked to my sis. She gave me her opinion. Ok, helps a bit. But I'm still a little unsure. Hmm... I'll think about it soon, soon. Heheh... =))
FYP... Oh wells, what can I say? I think the pressure's on. For ME, that is. Why? People keep on saying its the Powerpack group, ELITE team, and what not. NO. N-O, NO! Not with me around. It's as if people had some expectations of this team, and that its high expectations. Something which I cannot really meet. & it's kinda pressurising.

Hah! Hows that for a team? I'm surrounded by smart ones. The ones who can get quite anal about their grades. GPA, don't need to say. Their 1st year 1st sem GPA is Oh-so-unbearable. Definitely higher than mine. 4.0; 3.7; 3.8; 3.5, respectively.

But you know what? I think on 2nd thought, I'm not going to bother so much. Hahaha... Starting soon already. Picking topics already. Move on. Work with them. It's going to be fun. Hahaha... I hope! Hahaha.. =))
Anyways, I'm happy. I'm like full of smiles. Oh, SA Budgeting Workshop just ended today. It went well. & of course, I'm happy. (OMG! I can't stop repeating that I'm happy!) Guess I am really happy for now. Pressure's on, but not so on yet. If you get what I mean. Hahaha...

Recently, I get to spend some quality time with boyfriend. Which makes me happy also. Hahaha... Funny lah... I had so much fun. & for now, I don't have so many things to worry about. Except for him though. I still pity him - like he seems to have quite a lot of things in his mind. I just hope he gets over it soon. & I'm still sorry I'm not able to help him in his decision making. But, he knows I'm here to support whatever he does.

Ok, I guess that's about it. I love the people around me who has helped me get through tough times and make me a happy person for now - Ash, Natasha, Zaki, Shaun (Assistant Head of Training Dept.), Chris (PP Advisor). Thanks a lot yaw! Sorry if I missed anyone out.

Lesson learnt: Take things one step at a time. Remember that you always have your friends to rely on whenever you need help. Never expect too high an expectation. It'll lead to higher disappointments.

Till next time. `Adios. =)))



THE ONE & ONLY

MAGHFURAH salimen
♣ a.k.a FIRAH
♣ six-10-19eightynine
♣ Diploma in Comms & Info Design
♣ Republic Polytechnic
♣ Singapore

♣ simple; friendly
easy-going; average

♣ happily attached to her boy-next-door


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her family


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new bag
♥ denim skirts
♥ GPA > 3.3
♥ driving licence before 21
♥ my own room
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