Ok. I just got back from work. I am of course supposed to work on my PP, to be handed in to Chris on Friday, but, my brain is switched off. Blame it on stupid sickness which just wont go away. First it started with just a minor sore throat, and then it leads to cough, which then leads to flu & running nose. Goodness me! When will I be cured? Must I like seriously spend money at the doctor's before I will get cured? Damn!

& ok, I know people heard I am quitting. But apparently, I changed my mind. I decided to take 1 month's leave and return after Hari Raya. Hahaha... The only challenge: Get through Mum. Wonder how she will react? Probably scream at me for being so fickle-minded and not listening to her?? Hmm... I guess so. But take a look at it this way. I am only working like once or twice a week. Why not?? & maybe, when I am more relaxed, not so bounded by projects (like PP), I will work more days. Heyy... Income still coming in ok?! I don't want, later I quit, then, I spent a lot more, and then, the amount of money inside my bank acct, will drop to its original. (Apparently, only I know how much the original amount is). Sheesh... Hate that thought. I want to be able to spend, and then, get some money back to cover back what I spend. Isn't that great??

& after all, I just realised - when I quit, I thought I would be able to spend more time with my friends. But look, Kai just found a job, Tas is going overseas next week, and our plan to go out, is like never going to happen. Why must it always be this way? When I'm free, people busy. When I'm busy, people free. Haiz... Sianx Sianx... =S

& I'm going to talk about work for a bit. Today, I started with a bit of cashier-ing. & then, its back to doing floor. Gawd! I think I just lose touch of it. It feels so different carrying a fondue tray now, & I dont know why. Sheesh... Should do more on floor, so I wont lose touch of it. Hahaha... & yea, Tiring. I was speaking to the customers with my running nose, and my voice sounds uber different. I bet the customers face were like telling me, "Can you like just speak faster and go away?" Hahaha... & I realise, working has always been fun. It's like a place for me to focus on something else besides PP, PP and more PP. I guess, that's the reason why I suddenly choose not to quit, and only take 1 month leave. Hahahaha....

& on another note, my handphone's been extremely quiet these 1 week. Like DUH?! HE is not around in Singapore to msg me. I have been the one msging HIM and waiting for a reply, when I know I won't have any. Haiz... Come back quick lah, friend... I Miss HIM. Really, really. Now that he's not around, then I felt as if something is different. I guess I'm use to having him 'disturbing' my life. Hahaha... Oh wells, I only hope he come back soon, read all my 8 msgs, and reply or call me tmr... Coz I seriously, seriously miss him. Like seriously, ok!!

Another thing, yesterday, 23 Aug was actually my 3rd month anni. Watthehell?? Hahaha... I remembered it, but I pretended to forget about it. Oh Wells, what does it matter? Boyfriend always forgets anniversary. So, I should just plan to forget it the next month and the next, and the next. Till it comes to a point that he remembers. Can I do that?? Hmm.. We'll see. Hahaha... Doesn't matter anyways...

Ok, my brain is totally shutting down now. My eyes are heavy. I can't do anything, besides closing off this entry.
Till next time people.
& remember, Always take good care of yourself, coz you never know when a sickness will hit you and just refuse to go away! Hehehe... =)
Outz~