Ok. I just got back from work. I am of course supposed to work on my PP, to be handed in to Chris on Friday, but, my brain is switched off. Blame it on stupid sickness which just wont go away. First it started with just a minor sore throat, and then it leads to cough, which then leads to flu & running nose. Goodness me! When will I be cured? Must I like seriously spend money at the doctor's before I will get cured? Damn!

& ok, I know people heard I am quitting. But apparently, I changed my mind. I decided to take 1 month's leave and return after Hari Raya. Hahaha... The only challenge: Get through Mum. Wonder how she will react? Probably scream at me for being so fickle-minded and not listening to her?? Hmm... I guess so. But take a look at it this way. I am only working like once or twice a week. Why not?? & maybe, when I am more relaxed, not so bounded by projects (like PP), I will work more days. Heyy... Income still coming in ok?! I don't want, later I quit, then, I spent a lot more, and then, the amount of money inside my bank acct, will drop to its original. (Apparently, only I know how much the original amount is). Sheesh... Hate that thought. I want to be able to spend, and then, get some money back to cover back what I spend. Isn't that great??

& after all, I just realised - when I quit, I thought I would be able to spend more time with my friends. But look, Kai just found a job, Tas is going overseas next week, and our plan to go out, is like never going to happen. Why must it always be this way? When I'm free, people busy. When I'm busy, people free. Haiz... Sianx Sianx... =S

& I'm going to talk about work for a bit. Today, I started with a bit of cashier-ing. & then, its back to doing floor. Gawd! I think I just lose touch of it. It feels so different carrying a fondue tray now, & I dont know why. Sheesh... Should do more on floor, so I wont lose touch of it. Hahaha... & yea, Tiring. I was speaking to the customers with my running nose, and my voice sounds uber different. I bet the customers face were like telling me, "Can you like just speak faster and go away?" Hahaha... & I realise, working has always been fun. It's like a place for me to focus on something else besides PP, PP and more PP. I guess, that's the reason why I suddenly choose not to quit, and only take 1 month leave. Hahahaha....

& on another note, my handphone's been extremely quiet these 1 week. Like DUH?! HE is not around in Singapore to msg me. I have been the one msging HIM and waiting for a reply, when I know I won't have any. Haiz... Come back quick lah, friend... I Miss HIM. Really, really. Now that he's not around, then I felt as if something is different. I guess I'm use to having him 'disturbing' my life. Hahaha... Oh wells, I only hope he come back soon, read all my 8 msgs, and reply or call me tmr... Coz I seriously, seriously miss him. Like seriously, ok!!

Another thing, yesterday, 23 Aug was actually my 3rd month anni. Watthehell?? Hahaha... I remembered it, but I pretended to forget about it. Oh Wells, what does it matter? Boyfriend always forgets anniversary. So, I should just plan to forget it the next month and the next, and the next. Till it comes to a point that he remembers. Can I do that?? Hmm.. We'll see. Hahaha... Doesn't matter anyways...

Ok, my brain is totally shutting down now. My eyes are heavy. I can't do anything, besides closing off this entry.
Till next time people.
& remember, Always take good care of yourself, coz you never know when a sickness will hit you and just refuse to go away! Hehehe... =)
Outz~

AHHHHH!!!! I am feeling so effing stress. I have a lot of things to do about my PP. Shit! And I'm still in holiday chalet mood! AHHH!!!! I just want to scream!

Anyways, I shall just update about certain things that has been happening lah... SATC was quite a success. Except, at certain times, I felt redundant. Coz I didn't help much. "SORRY, DEREK!" But anyways, I think I enjoyed SATC, especially trekking at Bt. Timah Nature Reserve. I think that was the climax of the camp. Hehehe... I had fun! =)

That's just a short summary of SATC. The next thing that I really enjoyed is my class chalet. Hahaha... I really had fun! Even though at certain times we were just bored to death, not knowing what to do, we were all like able to come up with something to play. Hahaha... Be it lame or not, we still able to make it fun arh. First night, all went on as planned. We played truth or dare. Hahaha... OMG! The questions that came up... Sheesh... & the 2nd night, I guess, I just felt sick. I slept early, while all of them still stayed up and played. I woke up in the middle of the night, when all of them wanted to sleep, and gave up my place for them. I went to enjoy the sunrise and the sea breeze in the morning, and then, went back to chalet only to sleep again till about 8.30. Hahaha...

Woke up, showered and helped to pack some stuffs... In overall, I think I just enjoyed it. I had great company. Thank You E66F-ers! Basically, everyone who was there! Mira, Nabila, Sunshine, Denise, Lester, Ikhlas, Zaki, Haiqal, Marissa, Kristine, Yun, Vanessa, Wan, Azleen, Godfrey... and did I miss out anyone?? I hope not! =) Thanks you guys! Love you people, loads! =)

Ok, there are some pictures. But I havent got it yet. So, maybe I'll post some up when I have it.

& btw, I miss a lot more people. Kai, Tas, especially. I really need to go shopping! Come on, guys! Shopping??? Have we forgotten about it? & I especially miss eating at Swensens with them. Acting like rich kids once again, but heck, they are like the best people I can hang out with besides my classmates! Got loads of stories to share with you people!! =) Meet up soon!

& I think this entry is damn random. I am talking about anything and everything. But before I end, I am so going to ramble on and on about PP. I hate doing PP. Like seriously. I hate doing research, I hate doing analysis. Ok, as I am saying it, I know it sounds easy, but seriously it's not. Ok. & how stupid I was to go and pick a topic like the PR industry. I don't even know what methodology to use. And Chris keep on stressing the importance of methodology. I tried to use SWOT, but he said its for company and unless I found a scholarly journal that says SWOT can be used for industry, it won't be accepted. Shit! & here I am, trying to make sense of PEST and Porter's Five Forces. Damn it! I don't think anyone at home understands whatever I am doing, so I can't ramble at them. Shit lah! Seriously, PP is driving me effing mad! ARGH!!!

Ok, till next time peeps.
E66F, I love you guys.
I'm so going to miss all of you.
Kai, Tas, meet up soon.
I love you two. (sounds wrong)
But anyways, I miss you guys.

Getting back to work now. See y'all!

OK.. Been a long time ever since I updated. I am so bored. Currently at SATC (SA Training Camp). Slacking. Believe it or not - yes, I am slacking.