Let me ask you guys. Do you believe in guardian angel? Hahaha... Ok, I know, its quite a random topic to talk about, but anyways, does any of you believe in it.?
Well, what do I mean by guardian angel?
He/She comes just when you are having problems. Of course, he/she doesnt know you have problems, but it seems as if they know, and then start to "show" themselves when you're in distress.
Ok, I know it may be a coincidence.
But, if it happens more than once? Can you still say its just a coincidence? Or is it too much of a coincidence?
He/she will seem as if they can read your mind. They knows what you're thinking. Well, they may not be right in getting what you're thinking of, but still, they just make you happy just by guessing around.
Oh wells, basically, he/she just simply makes you happy with whatever they say or do.
& I think, for short, he/she is like a blessing in disguise.
Ever experienced this kinda thing? Or maybe you have, but you think of it as just a coincidence?
Well, I'm talking like this, coz I am experiencing this.
I'll name this person S.
S goes missing for a while, & never finds me, unless S is in need of something. But surprisingly, when Im emotionally unstable at this point of time, S appears.
The way S appears, seems very coincidental. It wasnt planned & the reason S suddenly msg me is because S thought S saw me around the area where S was at. Hahah...
From there, we started joking around as usual... From jokes, it gets a little serious. M started to ask whether I have any dates on any other day, & from the way S twist & turn my words, I could tell that S is Mr. Shy Guy. He says he feels uncomfortable when he goes out with girls & all...Coz he hasnt been going on dates for soo long. Hahah...
& I try to talk him round. Telling him, hes a guy and all. How can he be uncomfortable/shy? Like this, How to get dates? Hahah... At this point, I was still joking around. I didnt know he starts to take it seriously.
& so, (being the thick-skinned Fira), I actually told him, "Go out with me, I'll make you talk!"
Hahaha... I swear, I was joking. I didnt know why I say that, but I could tell that he wanted to say something, which he is shy to tell me about it.
S somehow took me seriously, & he started asking me in Malay, "Mcm gi2 kluar dgn i arh... Set?"
(which means, "If liddat, go out with me arh... Set?")
Hahaha... & that's how S started asking me out.
Those who know me well enough, will know I actually talk a lot & well, most of the time, when I talk seriously, people think I'm joking. & when I talk jokingly, people take it seriously. So, how liddat? Hahaha...
Ok, & thats my story. Back on the topic of guardian angel, S is like a guardian angel to me. He appears at the time when Im in distress & whatever he says, seems to make me happy. He doesnt know Im in distress. He doesnt know I haf problems. S never fail to help me get my mind off things for a while. It is simply a coincidence that S msged me & we started talking. But, if it has happened a few times? & all the time it happen in such a coincidental maner, my point is, Is it still considered coincidence? Or is it too much of a coincidence? God's signs?
I dont know.
I dont have any feelings for him. I love someone else & I doubt S has any feelings for me.
So, yeahh... I'm confused. & dats why Im blogging here.
Hahah... Now, I'm not thinking too much about it. I'm just thinking of it as a coincidence. That's that.
I have to thank S though. He never fails to make my day, even though it was just a mere 15 min of sms-ing. Hahah...
Ok, gotta get back to watching my videos now. What am I watching? Gossip Girl. Been trying to figure out what's so nice about that show, that more & more people are watching it & talking abt it. So far, all I can see is, Hot guys... (Chace Crawford, especially!)
Hahaha...
Till next time, peeps.
`Adios.