Friday, October 19, 2007 12:32 AM
Why do I feel so darn restricted nowadays? Or rather why do I feel like my freedom is being controlled? Is it really is? Or am I just being paranoid? I dont know. Well, what make me say this is because, my parents arent like last time. Or rather, last sem. They will not be like calling me like every hour asking me where I am or where I go. It's only this semester that they start doing that. Like, why?! What's wrong?! I'm 18. I'm of a legal age. Why are they so worried? Like, as if I wont come home.

I mean, I'm not angry at my parents for being this way, you know. It's just that I'm frustrated with the whole situation. They are like angry with me just because I didnt call to tell them where I am going. Ok, yea yea, they have the right to be angry, but, I didnt do this the last time and they seem ok with it. They'll just ask me where I went to, when I reach home. Why are they doing this now? Just because I didnt call, and they get worried, they seem like so angry with me. Haiz... I dont know what else 2 say? Mayb I shall just like go home from school each and every day, make them tired of looking at my face at home, then, they'll allow me to go out, is it? Does it work that way? Haiz...

I need my freedom with my friends. They make me go out with them straight away as soon as I reach home from school. Just to go where? Hari raya visits. Which part of T-I-R-E-D dont they understand? & then, they'll say, "If you go out with your friends, not tired. Go out with parents tired." Im not implying it dat way. Its juz dat, I dont really like it if I have to go home and then go out again. But if with friends, its like you go out with them straight after school, and den, go home. You get my point? Haish... Mum already cut my allowance. What are they going to do next? Set a curfew (which they have never set before)? I dont understand them. I seriously dont understand them NOW.

So, now, Dad just gave me an earful. Ok, not really an earful, but yeah, like half of it. You get what I mean? I dont know what to do now, you know. Maybe I should just like go home straight aft school, like someone with NO life, or, maybe I should just get on with my life, like nobody's business. Which one?! ARGH!!! Im so adarn frustrated that this is happening! =S
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Ok, so, enough about parents for a whike. Just now, when to Swensens at Northpoint to somehow celebrate Abd's and Heire's birthday. Hehe... It was FUN. Loads of laughter as per normal... Hahahaha.... Pictures were taken, but will upload it soon. I am so loving my class now. I will upload pictures of my class soon. =) =) Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HEIRE!! (shan't reveal his age here. hehe.) & HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ABD!! Hahaha... =)
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I am seriously tired now. My eyes are closing as I am typing this. So, till next time. Adios, people!



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