Now, i'm in class. I'm so damn bored. My team's done with the presentation. So, here I am blogging. I'm feeling so tired. Not physically, but mentally. Maybe I'm thinking too much about certain stuffs. Stuffs which wasnt suppose to be thot abt. I'm trying to put it at the back of my mind arh. Coz my priority is my studies. Heck... I know myself better than anyone else. So, I'll get over it. In the meantime, I dont know whether I shld drop the thought or not. Coz like the malay song I heard, "nak ku tinggalkan terasa sayang, ingin ku belai tangan tak sampai." which means, "i want to leave, but it would be such a waste coz I love him. on the other hand, i cant have him." Ok, it basically means that way lah... A little direct translation. Hehe...

Ahh, enuf. Coz I shall just let things be arh. I cant do anything also. I can only hope for the best. Hope a miracle or sth like dat can happen (even though I know it won't). Im not going to cry on the outside, coz my tears have all dried up before this happens. Im juz crying on the inside, show a stronger side of me on the outside. Life's like that. You meet with setbacks & you just have to face up to reality. =) =)

All I know is, I love him. Thats it. Theres no nid 2 haf a reason for it. Yeap... I cant think of what else to write now lah. Going to have Welfare Day today. Dont know what to expect. I'm mentally tired, & i'm gg 2 get myself physically tired too. Haiz... Now, I just feel like sleeping & forgetting everything. Till next time then. =)

*/prove me wrong will you? i know you wont.