HAPPY VESAK DAY!!!

It's a holiday today! & School's closing for 2 weeks soon! Great! Yesterday, I had Enterprise. We re-shuffled ourselves just like how we did in Science. Hahaha.... Naughty Naughty... We just came up with a reason to stick to whichever group we want. Haha... & yesterday was supposed to be Movie day for W25N, but it was cancelled because very few people are going. Surprisingly, Enterprise ended early. So, I slacked in class & watched Heroes with a few others. Seriously speaking, that was my 1st time watching Heroes, & I'm hooked onto it. Sheesh.... I must find the videos & watch it... =)
& then, went for DCID Bonding Session. Hmm, not bad. But maybe, I'm kinda lonely lah. Nevermind about that.

Ok, let me ask you this. How would you feel, if after you share your form of happiness with someone, she took it away & made it her own? Angry? Well, that's how I feel. I asked someone, who is very close to me, to cheer this person up, since I tried, but to no avail. & then, this someone who is very close to me, somehow was taken away by her, made this person her close friend & left me alone, as if I dont even exist. I mean, if it weren't for me, she would still be unhappy. I'm not being selfish. It's just that the someone who is very close to me, was some form of happiness for me, & this someone easily gets distracted because of her.

I just dont want to lose a close friend. It feels weird. Just like whatever happen before between me & another person who is important to me. It just feels like something is missing. You are smiling, you are happy, but in your heart, it doesnt feel complete when something is wrong between you & someone important to you. Imagine a jigsaw puzzle with 1 piece missing. That's how my heart is feeling...

I don't know what to do. I'll just keep quiet & don't care about her, I guess. Life just has its ups & downs. When you're up, someone will put you down. When you're down, it's hard to get back up.

"With my help,
She's up there,
Sings like an angel.
While I'm lost down here,
with no one to pick me up,
& bring me back up..."

I'm also currently waiting for news. News about whether I'm accepted into SA. Well, I really don't know. I do have thoughts about quitting at times, but now that SA Fund Raising Event is over, I'm beginning to miss them. Each & Every person in MM2. My darlings & eye-candy. The nice people around... I kept on looking at the photos. Whatever the result is, I know I gave my best shot. I'm sure everyone did too... =)

Okayy... Till next time.