Heyy.. Another tiring day. Wednesdays. I hate Wednesdays. Coz of Enterprise Skills. Argh... I'm so frustrated. So full of angst. I dont know where to start explaining this. But I just dont understand why she must give those comments. Do too much also wrong, Do too little also wrong. I dont know what she wants. Neither does my teammates. Argh~ I dont know how Im going to fare next week. Its so frustrating doing something and you feel like not a single soul appreciate it.
OK OK, there is somethin wrong with our presentation, but she does not have to give those freakin hurtful comments. Ahh... Forget it lah. Talking about it is no use anyways. It's over. There's always next week. I just hope, really hope my team make a comeback this time. We cant go on doing it wrongly everytime.
Then, just now went to Pizza Hut with my cliques. It was kinda fun, but the atmosphere is a bit different. Must always mind what we say. But heck, can't do anything about it. Lets just hope my life will be a bit better as I go on. Life has to go on anyways, even tho' this problems does come & affect me sometimes.
& i just felt like breaking down just now. He's not helping either. Sheesh~ I know I need him. I really need him. But I dont know whats in store for me. I cant do anything about it either. I just have to go with this, "Desperation will turn into hope." I hope so. But I'm not desperate. I just love him for who he is. Haiz... I dont know what else to say. Im too tired to even think straight now. I hope tomorrow will be a new & better day. Hopefully.
Till next time.
*/U are the one I love.